So some of you may be wondering where I've been, moat of you don't care. That's okay. For those of you who do care, I haven't been on because I've been dealing with an illness in the family, my grandma has been in the hospital almost a month now, and it had originally looked like she was just waiting for some antibiotics to work before they were going to do surgery. Because it had looked like no big deal I didn't take time off to go visit, this has been a reoccurring sickness for about a year and I figured I'd visit after she had her surgery because I hate hospitals. Well, the antibiotics stopped working, and she's not well enough for surgery, her platelet count is to low and she would bleed out if they cut her open. She won't accept anything that would raise her platelet count, and is now steadily declining. The doctors have said she will go into respiratory failure soon, it's just a question of days, hours, or minutes. So I've been under a bit of stress, and am hoping that I get there in time to say goodbye. After that I'll have to deal with sorting affairs and a funeral. It's not just me though, we have a very close knit extended family, and most of what I can do is just be there and be as strong as possible for my aunts and cousins, and my grandpa. So I hope you can forgive my recent absence, and my continued absence in the near future.